Current mood:

cheerful

I am a bit fucked up in many categories of dealing with life, and dealing with personal things, etc...

HOWEVER, days like today happen and remind me that they are not beyond me to the point where there is no way to deal with them.

Also ---- never going back to vanilla flavored things. Never ever.

And I'm in love... :) Oh... and *groan* for the obligatory life update stuff: I AM staying in Buffalo for another yearish probably less (I know I know, NYC is postponed again)... however, Josh got into the Television Fine Arts program and we both have all kinds of hook ups here... and I think I have a job possibility thing happening that I might actually get.

Oh yea, and this semester ends in 17 days.
and My last class is this summer.
And my graduation will be confirmed 9/1.

No stage walking thankfully, but there should be a party of some sort. I feel like, I deserve it, sort of... Though Josh is going to have to receive some sort of award or something since his helping me remain more emotionally stable then ever the past year has definitely made the end in sight with a much better GPA then I probably would've had otherwise.

Happy days.

Time for GRE studying and applying to PA schools. Woohoo.

Also, I want to be the PA version of Paul Farmer when I grow up just so you guys know... and yes I'm gonna try to swindle my way into ivy somehow, whether it works or not, at least I'll know I tried.